The Secret Admirer
You can be HER….
To that sister.....
Perhaps you.....
To the sister who secretely admires that sister who's got so much knowledge.
The one who would never joke with her Salah, and when everyone gets up ,she sits and balances in a position like as if she's just about to go embark on a journey to her Lord.
The one when, even when she commences her voluntary prayer before you,you would still meet her, not have completed her Nawafil.....low key you admire
The one who, when you tend to wake up early to observe the night prayer,she's always has had to be on prayer mat.
The one who, when it's free time,would turn it to a period of productivity.
The one who you admire for her reading culture .
The one who's so fluent in delivering Naseeha(advice or lecture) and when she starts,she'll never stop giving you reasons to seek knowledge.
The one who knows most of the history of the past people of Islam... especially the women around the Prophet.
The one who observes the Jilbab regularly and even the Niqab...
The one who speaks Haya(Bashfulness)in its highest pitch
The one who speaks Arabiyyah fluently ...
I know you secretly admire HER, but till when ?
Till when would you not admire only but start the journey to embodying the qualities of the sister you admire.
You see that sister you admire for her deen qualities....It could be you too if you really want those to be you.
Start with your intention....
Do you sincerely admire those and wish it could be you.
Then pray to your Lord about it.....
Don't leave it there....take practical step.
My dear sister,
The sister you admire didn't get there in a day. She didn't embody all those in a day ,she took practical steps with consistent effort.
She thought of giving up countless times just like you perhaps you started but had given up,she told herself she's tougher and would constantly cry to her Lord with a sincere heart to count her among those honoured servants of his.
This is not a motivation to just pick up your slacks.
This is a piece to set your intention right and find yourself back to your Lord just the way you are.
The perfect time will never come...dear servant of the most high.
This is your time to start just the way you are.
I am just redirecting my purpose and commencing my journey....
Would you walk this journey with me?
Till I write to you again,
I leave you in the care of my Lord, the most high.
Your Sister in Faith
UR♡